Dream Far Away

Didn't do well in this monthly exam.Got the 7th in class,and the 215th in grade.
It seems that my Core-i7 is far away......
Why..
I should have only worked out the second computing problem in the Mathematic Exam.Then the 12 points bonus will lead me to 140+- and I would get what I want...
Life is struggle,truely?
Then what can I do,what should I do,give up programming?
Why so few choices.
It's NOT FAIR...

Struggle

Calendar full of exams.
I hate exams.
I hate school!

Bought many things these days.About C++ and Windows,several novels,and two board games.
If got a good result in exams.Will invite some friends home to play A Game Of Thrones(The Board Game).